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Sunday, August 06, 2006

time to write testimonial and i didnt even know about that.
have to hand in on mon!
tsk.

If only-s will not work anymore.
time will not unturn.

its1231 now. and i cant sleep.
thinking too much.

i feel like a failure at times.
no one knows how i feel.
i havent learnt to give up.
its still there.
the scar.

i have survived so far.
so far in this horrible year.

i tell myself not to think about it.
but it just keep coming back.
and attack.
like a ball.

because of you.

i tell myself to be strong and not to cry
but it hurt me so much
that i have become another person.
that i have to wear a mask.
i've tried so hard to end up failing.

thanks alot for screwing my last year.
i cant help it but to think of it.
you just keep coming.
thanks alot for.
taking almost everything away from me.
for making me feel like a loser.

but thanks to people called friends. not you though.
that i can manage so far.

its ironic.
that we used to be in the same graduating class in primary school
but end up like unknown strangers now.